you, you still don't have the progression to be the same path as everyone else.
1) find the love one. 2) great job & money 3) settling down. 4) married. 5) children. 6) long vacation.
thats the norms, thats how we live in this life. Women do have expired date. you have to get pregnant before 30 years old. at least get 2 children. that's suffice. Having a great career, enourmous money to spend, big house, big car. That's the standard of life. That's how people judge you if you're successful or not.
that's the ideal of life.
people like us... people whom still searching the meaning of life. still unsure bout what is the really thing that we want and need in this life. yeah.. talking about 'need'... in terms of physical facilities, that's not the point. well, yeah, Thanks to God you're still alive at this very day.... but talking about 'want'... That's the idiocy.. human will never ever satisfy with have all the things that they want in this life... you cant deny it. but that's how we are. again, i repeat... we are never satisfied with all of the things that we yearned for in this life;that we already have... or be it about to have.
even the multi-billionaire people we can't simply saying that they are happy. we're talking about the wellness of life... the quality of life.. that can't be measured solely in terms of $$$.
be it happiness in relationship, sex, belonging, safety, and so on....
and love... love is a mystery.. yeah it is... people can simply sayin' I LOVE YOU to you.. but what will they do to GET you?
in the name of GOD, for all of the failures and heartaches that you have faced before.. makes you afraid to chase the love.. chase your own happiness. but even though if that's the case..
do you know what's the only thing that matters in life?
is it love?
is it fame?
is it wealth?
is it family?
or simply it's all about you.. all about the money and great career ahead... you're about to come to an end.. to the long vacation that do not urge you to find your own dimes ( when you're still studying.. of course!). Afterward, you wouldn't know how life will treat you.. in terms of accepting new responsibilities.. to find your own money, to pay ur own bills, cars, house, etc.
And yeah.. of course.. life would be at its best if there's loyal companion ( a lover of course). But that's the thing that you WANT. and don't forget i correlated the word of 'want' with 'idiocy'. because you don't know what to expect after all. will you be happy if you have one? will you be suffer if you don't have one? if i were bout to get married without love, is it okay to move on? and people will respect you cuz u live this life ACCORDINGLY?
oh what a mess.. what a depressed that you wish it could go away from your mind...
life ain't easy. NOTHING comes easy.
n that's how we should live.
and is it wrong if you were about to live this life... being headstrong person... aka... "Determined to do as one pleases, and not as others want". wouldn't it be great if there's no one would care if you get married or not.. if you don't have any special lover yet... ???????
